hey it's me again here...today is a darn tired day for me...in da morning gotta wake up early(which actually i dun nit to) to go coll...da aim is to teach my frens paper which da exam start on da next monday...final man..i mean final...gosh...reli make da heart go tub-tub tub-tub..hahaha...buthen how to teach i also duno..i jz roughly teach..hope they can unstan though...anyway,how do u expect them to master when ppl take a sem to study that n they like one day trying to learn???haizz.z..concentrating is very important in class..once u start to talk n didnt listen dun expect ur brain to multitask...diff from listening n writing..when u talk then u start blaming da teacher that u dun unstan wat da lecturer is teaching...of coz la...who can unstan when u talk n lecturer talk???plus last minute seeking for help wont help much...i can guarantee that...
oh gosh...this feeling comes again...i wasnt joking but u think i am...i'm serious...wat makes u think that i'm joking around???even other ppl can sense it but y cant u???n da news that u msg other is like needles poking my heart trying hard to make a hole there...cant u c my anger???cant u c that i'm longing for u??y y???r u trying to deny??bcoz of da previous heart break???let it go...y cant u???it hurts..yeah..love hurts...but i manage to let it go...but y cant u????u look like u trying to hide da truth...like u tryin to runaway from da truth...trying to deny da voice of ur heart...but u didnt know how i feel bout it...
sis went back to s'pore ad...sad sad...i miss her when she's here...where we can talk bout anything thru da nite when one of us start to snore...funny...but she went back ad...for another one n half year more...not goin to c her but sure will keep in touch thru mail...
now my final reli very near..but seem like i cant concentrating that well in front of book...but today is not a bad thing also when go to teach my fren...coz he was there also..not for long...but a while did make a difference...n that egg tarts...hehehe..thanks ya...though wat i wan is portugese egg tarts,but still sweet in da heart....i asked him to buy but of coz i got pay back la...not nice not to pay back...
uurrggghhh...i dun like this life of mine...i wanna change it also...who likes it when u r not happy living in it??sometimes i wonder how come others can get wat they wan but y not me???it's so unfair...some say we jz nit to wait..but i'm tired of waiting...n i wonder when can i quit???n hav a break???
wow...da first time i blog it here..same with sue case..i dun reli like to blog in frenster anymore...i duno y..dun ask me...jz dun like it anymore...i dun hav da urge to post anything in frenster that i would like ppl to read it...
hhmm..wat to say today???early morning heavy rain man...gosh...shud hav sleep at home...but still hav to go coll...iiissshh...but still worth it when get to sit beside him...woohoo...hehehhe..kinda feel so hang fuk u know...but da saddest thing is that 'so near yet so far'....half way thru da class feel like leaning over to his shoulder which is so broad n perfect for a landing of my head there...hahaha...but i cant..can i????
kinda tired for today actually till sue said that she created a new one..so i jz try it out...hehhee..so it is reli easy to create one..i got tonnes of things to pour it out here...so jz wait for me ya...cheers...