Tuesday 28 August 2007

haih
not having a good mood this morning
lil misunderstanding reli gonna lead to a bigger confusion
i duno y i feel kind of jealousy
kind of sadness
kind of aching that i cant explain
it's embarrass to admit
but it's not easy to ignore
tears that flowing down
u didnt even know where it comes from
wiping it away n put on a happy smile
but deep down how hurt it feels
sorry for everything sorry for everything
sorry for dragging u down along
sorry for making u bearing all da these
sorry for everything blaming on u
i didnt meant it that way
sorry....

yinyin
12:13



Monday 27 August 2007

hey there again...it's me here...sitting alone wondering wat's wrong with me..
tml he's leaving...n i dun reli feel sad or anything...
i think my feelings start to fade away...i dun know y...i cannot figure out da reason...but that's wat i felt right now at this moment...
somethings is not right but i couldnt figure out wat...
'everything between me n him is impossible'
that's wat i keep on telling myself n i think that's wat is happening now...
last time we used to talk alot...but now...
last time we used to joke around...but now...
last time i used to hav da longing...but now...
well..i did pray to God that i leave it to Him to bring mr right to me...n i guess me n him is not in God's plan...if that so i wont n do not wan to think bout it anymore...
if frens is wat is best for us both then so let it b...
it may sound disappointing hearing all these stuff...but for me i'll take it as another lesson meeting da wrong one...
jz had kind of like supper with him jz now...not onli me n him la...with others as well...yeah i dun feel like talking this night...i dun know...doesnt feel right...not bcoz he's leaving...
it's bcoz y i dun hav da feeling of wanting him to stay....
wow...i think i shud better get some sleep now...
today is pretty bz day...classes all day long...brain gonna burst soon...
hehehe....it's good though as i no need to think bout unnecassary stuff....
i'm so tired of meeting da wrong guy over n over again..
reli tired...so i'm gonna leave it for now...
hope i no need to wait long to meet da right one...
oyasumi n all da best to me...
:)

yinyin
23:49



Sunday 26 August 2007

it's me again....yest went for movie,secret....kinda nice n sad....yeah...i agree that da piano battle part is very interesting...c how their fingers playing on da keys reli make u like "wow"! da story line kinda confusing...coz i tot da gal ad died buthen she's not....hahaha....
then today again another movie,ratatouille...i tot ratatouille is da rat's name...n i tot that da rat knows how to talk...but seems like it's not...da rat is jz da rat...ratatouille is a dish name...n da rat doesnt know how to talk...hahhahaa....overall not bad...though it doesnt like make u teary at da end of da part,still it's ok to watch it.....
my goodness....3 movies in a row with 1 movie each day....hahhahaa....i tell u it's very tiring....n i think i'm gonna fall sick...going out everyday didnt drink much water....papa always say must drink more water so that wont fall sick....i guess it's true then....hhhmmm....portugeese egg tarts is yummy,thanks to vinc for that...sushi is superb,thanks to papa for that(papa giv pocket money one ma),mcD is awesome,thanks to ermm..i think papa again...later dinner again...with vinc,hui n soe...
hhhmmm....whenever i go around how i wish that there's someone's hand i can hold on to...how i wish i can cling unto someone when i know i cant continue this journey of life anymore...how i wish that i can cry on someone's shoulder when it's a blue blue day....it's easy to find any guy around u,but it's hard to find da right one for u....plus when u think that he's da right one,it'll turn out he's not da right one...how sad isnt it???i wan someone to care for me...someone to love me...someone to accept me as who i am...someone that i know i can count on him...someone that i wan to live for da rest of my life....y is it so hard to find u???where u????
sorry sorry...being emo a lil bit...hahhahaa...but i cant reli seem to find any reason for all those Ys....but i jz know that my heart long for sumthing...sumthing that has been empty there for quite some time...i pray hard so that God will prepare everything b4 me...so that i can get da best out of da best...i jz nit to learn how to b patience...

yinyin
19:22



Friday 24 August 2007

Hello everyone!?! I'm not yin yin.. im elainey!
ahaha.. how u like the new layout???
ps: yin... this layout dun hav title wan.. so all ur entry wont show the title.. but when posting an entry dun la leave it blank... next time another layout got title bar wan.. then ur old entries wont hav title... btw.. is this blog like ur personal? looking at ur post i dun dare to link ur page in my blog.. hmm..
u lemme know la.. then only i edit it..
btw.. how u like it???? buahahahaha...

yinyin
15:21



well....ok...it's been reli reli long since i last posted da last blog entry...wat to do???time passes in jz a glimpse n for me it's like 24 a day is not enough....
wat more can i say it here???
life is not reli good...exam sux...while waiting for da result,da feeling is not good either...n when some of ur frens didnt make it thru with u,that feeling is da worst...
wat's wrong with me???i didnt know...
cant reli sleep well at night,though tired like a pig,but still once i close my eyes there's so many stuff that running thru my mind...dun ask me...i dun even know wat i'm thinking...
*lucky no nightmares*
sometimes i jz sit there n jz look at ppl ard me...
there's couple..
*y havent i found one yet*
there's happy n sad faces or shud i say troubled?
*i wonder which one am i belong to*
there's rich n not so rich kid
*i hope i'm one of da rich one*
there's pretty n sexy young lady
*how come i'm not one*
anyway,did u guys watch evan almighty???it's pretty hilarious..guys shud watch...n i bet it was a super duper good movie to change ur perspective bout God...
usually we dont get wat we want when we pray for something...that's bcoz it's not God's will for us...God knows da best...trust me...
but there's this phrase from that movie reli gimme da impact...
it's something like this:
when we pray for courage,did God jz put courage in us or did He giv us da opportunity for us to be courageous???
when we pray for patience,did God jz put patience in us or did He giv us da opportunity for us to be patience???
when we pray for wisdom,did God jz put wisdom in us or did He giv us da opportunity for us to be smart???
when we pray for love,did God jz put love in us or did He giv us da opportunity for us to love others???
cool eh???it waken me up from my sleep that this is so dang true...
everything that we want we'll get it thru opportunity...whether we make use of it or we jz wasted it again n again...n then we go all frus bout it n ask y haven i got it yet???
sounds familiar???it is to me...
i think that's all for now though...n congratz to sue for ur new found love...indulge in it...enjoy it...learn how to let go n grab still of it...u know wat i mean right???
cheers everyone...i'll try to update here as often as possible...take care...mwah....

yinyin
10:56



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