hey there again...it's me here...sitting alone wondering wat's wrong with me..

tml he's leaving...n i dun reli feel sad or anything...

i think my feelings start to fade away...i dun know y...i cannot figure out da reason...but that's wat i felt right now at this moment...

somethings is not right but i couldnt figure out wat...

'everything between me n him is impossible'

that's wat i keep on telling myself n i think that's wat is happening now...

last time we used to talk alot...but now...

last time we used to joke around...but now...

last time i used to hav da longing...but now...

well..i did pray to God that i leave it to Him to bring mr right to me...n i guess me n him is not in God's plan...if that so i wont n do not wan to think bout it anymore...

if frens is wat is best for us both then so let it b...

it may sound disappointing hearing all these stuff...but for me i'll take it as another lesson meeting da wrong one...

jz had kind of like supper with him jz now...not onli me n him la...with others as well...yeah i dun feel like talking this night...i dun know...doesnt feel right...not bcoz he's leaving...

it's bcoz y i dun hav da feeling of wanting him to stay....

wow...i think i shud better get some sleep now...

today is pretty bz day...classes all day long...brain gonna burst soon...

hehehe....it's good though as i no need to think bout unnecassary stuff....

i'm so tired of meeting da wrong guy over n over again..

reli tired...so i'm gonna leave it for now...

hope i no need to wait long to meet da right one...

oyasumi n all da best to me...

:)