well,finally i'm back home for this weekend...miss home ler...miss everything from home...
this week class,hhhmmm still ok la...still got a lot of stuff nit to do revision...nit to lo...not that i kiasu or anything...da thing is that if i dont then i reli cant catch up in class....
haih...frens all getting into a new relationship...but me...still single...when am i going to find one???where's my da other half????cant wait to hav one...
sometimes when i c ppl ard me...holding hand...sitting to eat meal together...laugh together...sweet sms...someone there to wipe away ur tears...someone there to hold on tight to u...someone there ready to listen to u...someone there waiting for u...movies together...when can i reli hav someone there in my life???
but when i think that he's da one...actually he's not da one...then i nit to move on again n try my best to let go...n i scared that when he's da one for me,but i think he's not,then i might hav jz let a good opportunity slip away...
it's reli hard to make decision in this kind of things...sometimes i reli feel very tired of it...when i start not to think bout it...then it would appear out of no where some leng chai to attract me into this kind of things again....uurrggghhh.....cant it jz leave me alone for a while.....
giving n receiving wrong signal is another thing....it makes da whole thing even more complicated....coz each didnt reli xplain wat is their true motive...n left things unsolve...how great it is if each can jz b honest n say wat they think inside without having any grudge behind....
till here then....my mind reli not in peace right now...nit to get some sleep...take care...mwahs...
