stoopid dumb dumb
how come ppl always get wat they wanted
n i cant have it???
y they capable of getting it??
n not me???
y y y???
this world is so unfair...
seems so easy for others
but no easy way for me...
sadness..
disappointment....
lonely...
regrets...
this world is so so so unfair!!!!
i wan it too...
y cant i hav it???
:(
wow...it's been so long for me not to update anything here...
sorry la...mock exam ma....nit to study like i never study b4...
law is a disaster...tax is like unexpected Q...n financial is like i know da ans but duno how to present workings...
haizz....so fast it's comin to an end ad...i mean end of the year....nov is comin...which means reli nit to prepare thoroughly for every subject b4 going in for final in dec...
me planning for a trip again...yeah..this time going to langkawi...it's a place i've been b4...buthen still there's ppl haven been there b4...
i dont reli feel like going to any beach...coz i'll get even darker...dahlah went to so many beaches this year ad...
NZ beaches
bali
kuantan
lang tengah
pangkor
langkawi(this comin dec)
this is da places i've been this year....fun eh???life seems fun when u travel alot...coz u get to relax ur mind...plus u get to get away from this hustle n bustle of a college student life...
so i guess got ntg much to say anything here....so i guess i'll see u soon...tata...muax...
well...today suppose to study though...but ended up baking tarts...
hehehe...so that's it la...
iissshh...feel so guilty after baking...waste my another day....
plus going for dad's fren's 50 b'day party later...
lagi no time to read at night...
think so nit to burn mid night oil...
hopefully i still left any oil to burn ler...
catch up with u guys later...
tata...
it's me here again....jz finish class by 10pm...gosh...having night class is a nightmare....plus doing da consolidated income statement n balance sheet past year Qs can make ur head spin 360 degree....
things have been as usual...ntg much....jz that some things reli cant say out in front of everyone....i reli wanted to pour out my heart n soul to someone who reli would unstan...but seems that i nit to wait for da time for someone to b free...
i dont know if he knows...but i dont think he knows...surely got no idea wat's going on...
haizzz...duno wat else to type here...got so much to say...but i duno how to say it ler...it's da state of mind that is confused...duno which part to pick up from...
chaozz first then..take care u gals...
it's been so long since i last posted...hahhaa...sorry la...didnt reli hav da mood to post anything...plus all da bz time n all...haizzz....gomenasai~~~~~
wat to update here???me getting fatter???hahhaa...yea it's true..came back this week n puff there it is...my weight...gone up like 2kg???must b abit hardworking ad...nit to go swimming n STOP EATING SO MUCH..kekekeke.....
studies been a disaster for me..i failed my law paper... :( haih....wat to do...nit to memorize two books...but i only manage to memorize one....which is reli headache to store all those sections n names....uuurrrggghhh...hopefully i didnt fail my final...there's still mock exam coming...end of this month...no more fooling ard....must b serious ad....it's time...
hhmm...it's not that i wanna complain but i'm not getting enough sleep....that's wat i hate da most....sleep late not bcoz of studies...but bcoz of movies....cis cis....if i were to get black eyes bcoz i study late at night,i wouldnt b that mad...but watching movie everynight isnt reli a good excuse eh....feel so guilty....sadness...u guys must b thinking wat a study freak i am...it's not that...i jz think that i waste my time too much.....not on studies sumor....now da more i talk da more i panic for da final...any word of encouragement????
here's da update bout my lurv life???sometimes feeling jz faded jz like that....it's not wat i plan though...da way u acted,reli make ppl confuse....i dont know wat u wan...u seem like u wanted it...but then u never wan it at all....that's wat i'm tired bout....gave enough of hints...take it or leave it....
on the other hand,to b honest,another feeling arise...u must b thinking that wow..so fast...yeah..wat to do...one door close another door must open...but b4 i close that door,i reli did gave a chance for u to come in...but yet u chose to stand jz outside it but not in it...mayb frens is da most suitable situation for both of us....okok..u must b eager to know who is da new one....it's jz a normal ppl lor....i dont even know is this da true feeling or not....i jz know that it's not "absence makes the heart grows fonder"...it's da "time that two ppl spend together makes the heart grows fonder"...he seem like a very nice guy...but i dont know!!!!will update soon if there's anything...buthen for me,getting in a relationship reli wont affect my studies...mayb it will..but who knows...u didnt try u never know right???
so here's my conclusion
1) stop eating that much...if can no fast food...no fattening food...
2) start going to swim in da evening...elaine pls come n teman me....
3) concentrate more in class..stop day dreaming...
4) start doing revision...must not b tempted to watch movie everynight...
5) get everything in life to fall into places...
6) stop worrying bout getting a bf...time will come,i suppose...
7) b patient n more forgiving....though i dont hate anyone...
8) start to update blog with more interesting stuff :)
that's all...later girlz....muax....