yola...
here comes my long long post...
hehehe....
no time to update here la...classes so bz...
then time for frens...
plus the connection here very slow...
which makes me no mood to sign in also...
watching hong drama only...
nyah nyah nyah...
i finished my ye man lai lai ad...
= stubborn mother-in-law
last fri night went makan at ting's place...
her mama cooked yummy food again...
erm...actually i cannot remember the dish name...
some cheese cheese thing...
of coz it's nice la...
no question bout that...coz i ate 3rounds of that...
only 3 of us aurm aurm the food...
in the end only left 1/4 only...
last sat went to lagoon...
with ting ting elaine n erin(elaine's sis)
4 of us go for the quiksilver revolution...
i didnt expect that there would b so many M..
my goodness..then u can reli see how babi they are...
cannot tahan man..
like jz came out from the jail or sumthing...
so orang utan betul...
eeeee.....
so here's the only pic i hav...
ok la..i know me fat fat...
so edited the pic abit...
nyah nyah nyah...
that's me n erin...
oh..i did went for the aj hacket thingy at lagoon...
me went with ting...
it was superb...
k la..mayb not that "chi kek" compare to the bungee jump..
but still it was fun u know...
shoot into the air 120km withing 2.5 seconds..
n i got the certificate of insanity...
i left it at home...
show u guys some other time...
then ting fetch me back home after lagoon...
here comes sunday..woke up ad 11am..
didnt manage to wake up go church...
hehehee....i go back coz..
my mama wanna bake cookies...
ask me to help her...
plus my bro moving into new hse...
got cook cook abit lor...
i duno..mom say it's tradition to use the kitchen...
here's some pic...
this is the tv...my mama sponsor one..nice eh??
opposite the tv...here's the sofa...
that's my bro half naked..sowie for that...
n my papa n mama relaxing...
the dining area...
i agree the table abit small..
buthen only my bro n kelly using...
tada~~~the kitchen...
where usually the wife b the boss...
hahaha...
here's the guest's room...
where the closet looks like this...
no door one...
then can only hang few clothes...
i guess that's y it is in the guest room...
this is another room for relaxing i think...
some sort of play room...
this is the master bedroom...
look at the bed...it's king size!!!
not suprising la...my koko so big size...
hahaha...
after that it is monday...
which is only yesterday la...
ting msg-ed me...ask me go eat cake...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNT EMMA!!!
ting's mom bday u see...
it's blueberry cheese cake...
then i was so sad...coz i dont eat cheese cake one...
i cannot tahan the cheesy-ness...
feel like puking everytime i was forced to eat it...
buthen ah...
it's diff story with the cake that aunt emma baked...
it's not that cheesy...it's erm..duno how to say...
it's nice la...i ate more than i would ever eat cheese cake in a year...
yummy-licious...
n i like the crust the most...
i think from now on i shall only eat cheese cake...
cheese cake that aunt emma baked of coz...
:P
till then...
mwahs...
yinyin
12:54
boo...everyone..sorry for not updating for like a week???hehehhee...aiyo...connection here in hostel ding dong cacat u know...internet interuption due to i duno wat...aih....sometimes can connect sometimes cannot...when cannot i reli duno wat to do...sien betul...
so i shall update u guys with wat happened in a week...
19 janthat's sat...went back to klg..then go buy paint with mom...to paint my hse main gate...aiyo...the colour in the book is nice u know...when i painted all ad i feel that it's not that nice...buthen cannot do anything ad...also paint ad lor....n i stand for like 6hrs jz to paint that...i'm not pro...that's y took me so long..plus only me alone painting...aihzzz....plus my bro came back home n ask "how come our hse bcome petronas ad?"...hahaha..yea...my hse now is the petronas green n white wall...
come come~~~free petrol~~~at night eat good food man...there's this shop where they serve the tomyum fish with the charcoal together one...i mean the charcoal is burning underneath sumthing that isi the fish one...show u the pic la....
see or not???the fish shape thingy...then the bottom is the charcoal...then the tomyum soup u can add one...the orange bowl there...that's the soup...then the charcoal will keep the soup sort of boiling...so there's toufu n also vege la...got another dish...haven come...the marmite chicken... then there's me there la...i'm looking at my papa...i forgot wat he's doing..or he's talking...cannot remember...hahahahaa...look so blur...bro took this pic...i ask him take the food one ma...
20 jan
it's sunday..went to church as normal...n then went makan big fresh steam fish...it's so nice...the meat of the fish is so sweet..that the soup of the fish is also very very mmmmm.....
then after that came back home n bake pineapple tarts...by now it's all finish ad...no more left...hahaha....whoever tasted it...thanks for trying...
then dinner mama cooked curry...it's so yummy also...then i said i wanna take back hostel so that can reheat for dinner...my papa then ask my mama to cook one whole chicken....like having a feast like that....such a loving papa....
21 janmorning class as usual...this time audit not so bad ad...i can at least trying to concentrate abit more...then after audit class headed to pyramid...to watch GABRIEL...it's a show...not a person...hahahaha....it's a so-so movie la...jz the ending abit erm...ridiculous...
oh...while waiting for that movie to start...we went jalan jalan...too bored la..ended up in popular...u know popular is a very good place to spend ur time...hahahhaa....read sumthing n the time passed so fast...n i was looking at babies names...it's so nice.....hahahhahaa.....
n then came back hostel sleep lor....tired ma...i still remember heavy rain....hahhahaa..by the time i woke up ard 7pm like that,there's sunlight man...i tot is the blurness of my eyes...but no..it's reli sun...then i went jogging..u know jogging after rain is the best..coz the air is so fresh...u guys shud try...feel the freshness~~~
22 janit's tue...n morning class as well...after class got 4hrs break in between...ntg much..as usual come back hostel sleep...then wake up go for class.....
n then right...after class went over to ting's place for home cook dinner again...it was superb...with that sambal fish(is it call like that ting??)...plus the beef dish...the sauce is so nice also...n i ended up eating the onion...n there's the salad vege thingy...it's not bad also...thanks again ting for the dinner...
oh...after dinner head to pyramid...ting meeting with her high school frens...n me n elaine went shopping~~~hehehhee...yea..bought CNY clothing lor...my arse is big...hahahhaa....plus sumthing funny happen at the payment counter...jogoya...i shall remember that when talk dont talk so loud...elainey n i laugh so hard...n both of us look like crazy gals...
n then after pyramid stay overnight at ting's place...we watched "long kong"...thai horror movie..is it thai???hahahaha...quite scary in the middle part...but in the end got ending..so it's not that scary afterall...it's so nice to watch horror movie together....
23 janwoke up quite early...ard 8-ish...when we slept at 4am the night b4...fetch elaine's sis to work...hahahhaa..poor her...everyone public hol she needs to work...nyah nyah nyah....then yea...we headed for shopping at pyramid again....hahahhaa....after we ate breakfast la of coz...
then after all the walking n trying on clothes n talking n laughing...it's time for DOMINOS~~~yum yum....that's consider our tea break...hahahhaa..but that is my dinner....
after all that went tidor...u know it's best to sleep when u r full???hahahahhaa.....then woke up do hw lor....then on9 on9 till 3am plus...then sleep...till got nonsense msg from two nonsense ppl...rupa-rupanya they pakat...lebih betul...too bad i put silent n too tired i sleep like a pig...hahahhaa....
24 janthis morning woke up...thinking that class was at 2.30pm....so still roll ard on bed...then oh o...class is at 11.30am...hahahaha...lucky i'm awake...then get ready then go for class....boring betul...
till pasar malam at night...my first time buy fruits for myself...hahahhaa...then bought tau foo far,tom yum fish ball,egg tarts,pandan cake,keropok lekok,red bean yu yu ice...nice~~~~thanks to ting n elaine....nyeh nyeh nyeh....
so that's all la...ntg much...i think u all must b asleep by now...boring hoh...coz ntg happening ma...that's my daily life la...which u can obviously conclude that i like fish...n i jz realise i've been eating tom yum alot lately....hahahhaaa...me sleepy now..bye bye~~~oyasumi...mwahs...
yinyin
00:32
went swimming again today...
n yea..i went alone...
lucky bath that time in the toilet there's another two lady...
so it's pretty safe...
not bcoz i scared there's ghost..
i'm scared if there's a guy in there...
u know wat this society has bcome...
u never expected wat's gonna happen next...
watched this movie..
"little manhattan"
it's about one 10yrs old boy n 11yrs old gal...
falling in love...bla bla bla...
pretty funny though some part....
but in the end it's kinda meaningful...
but here is wat that little boy said about love..
Love isn't about ridiculous little words.
Love is about grand gestures.
Love is about airplanes pulling banners over stadiums,
proposals on jumbo-trons, giant words in sky writing.
Love is about going that extra mile even if it hurts,
letting it all hang out there.
Love is about finding courage inside of you,
that you didn't even know was there.
n then when that lil boy got hurt...
here is wat he said about love...
Love is an ugly, terrible business practiced by fools.
It'll trample your heart and leave you bleeding on the floor.
And what does it really get you in the end?
Nothing but a few incredible memories that you can't ever shake.
The truth is, there's gonna be other girls out there.
I mean, I hope.
But I'm never gonna get another first love.
That one is always gonna be her. till then...
oyasumi...
yinyin
21:23
eee....
i dont like da connection here in hostel!!!!
haizzz..suka suka cannot connect~~~
teruk betul....n u cant imagine how bored i am...
no tv sumor....but dowan head to books neither...
ding dong sien....
anyway...went pasar malam yest...
bought banana n some fruits pickle...
spell like that ah???wateva~~
n i never know that banana is so hard to choose...
been to few stall jz to look at the bananas then walk away...
ok la..i admit that i duno how to choose...
i wan the nice nice kulit one...
buthen there's none...
must learn from papa ad....
iissshhh...yest got so much nice food from pasar malam...
n i got get to try everything!!!!
coz i ate one big bowl of meehoon soup...
my hsemate cook....then they left for me one big bowl...
i said i wan a little only b4 left for swimming...
who knows their little is that "little" right...
sumor i reli cannot finish the whole thing...
was planning to eat all the "itu ini" n left the meehoon...
who knows they so clever teman me eat...
they talk n i eat...so no choice but to slowly finish all...
n i reli felt that my stomach going to burst...
plus inside the soup got potatoes...
the lauk also got potatoes...
n there's jagung...
so rich in carbs u know....
*guilty* ~.~
slept at...hhhmmm...
i actually cannot remember wat time i slept yest...
hhuhuhuh....i jz know woke up at 10am this morning...
to finish my f9 hw....aih...
so cham....so sien with all the HWs...
but i like f5...got VHW...
meaning voluntary hw...good eh???
ppl like me of coz depends on my mood...
nyeh nyeh nyeh....
aaaaahhhhhh....later 2.30pm got classs....
stoopidnyer....arrange the class at my napping time...
cheh....nvm...after class i shall go swimming...
tired myself out so that at night sleep also nicer...
u know...u wont hav imsonia...
yest b4 i sleep...
here it is...
To be so frank for once and for all
It relieves her burden overall
And she should be feeling happy
Instead she’s feeling so empty
Giving each other the freedom
To choose what’s best for them
Seems to be the right move
Answer to be found on top of the roof
There’s always risk in everything
But how far is she willing?
To accept whatever truth
That grows from the root
She chose it this way
She can’t run and get away
She knows she’s not perfect
She still need some respect
author : yinyin
editor : yinyin
yinyin
12:33
a very good morning to all of u...
wow..it's 3.18AM now...
hahhahaa...long story how come i on9 till so early...
today no internet connection...
swtness....chat half way with mama...
then doink...no more...cannot connect back...
wat is "default getaway"??
aihz...i also duno....
wanted to post sumthing here...
which i read from a card in popular..
when me n ailing went to shop for cny card...
she wanted to buy card...
but ended up me typing the wording of one card into my phone...
here,this is wat it said inside...
a special way of being close that only two can share,
a special touch of tenderness that shows how much you care,
a special way of knowing that someone is always there - that's love a special kind of friendship that is shared by two alone, a special understanding that as time has passed,has grown,
a special kind of joy like no one else has ever known - that's love
as long as i live,i'll always be there to do anything for you,
[or go anywhere]
as long as forever,my love will be true
and as long as i live,i'll love only you wow right???
nice hoh...right right right???
imagine the one u love said that to u...
surely u melt...hahhahaa....
buthen right...it's kinda rhymes also...
jz like my self-created poems...
here's the last one...
which i got it from a card also...
love isnt the person u can see yourself with,
it's the person you cant see yourself without.
hahahhaa...that's y i can stand at the cards corner for whole day..
got so many nice cards with meaningful wordings..
especially cards from memory lane...
wow...it was superb...
okie dokie then..it was 3.37AM now...
oyasumi everyone...
yinyin
03:17
yadi yadi...
gosh...ding dong hard to wake up for 8am class one lor...
sumor need to keep ur eyes awake for audit class again is the hardest!!!
n i yawn countless of times...
that someone might think that i'm crying...
not getting enough sleep that's y...
haih..who ask me yest listen to mp3 till this morning...
hahahhaa...i got sleep la of coz...
but keep waking up only...
nyah nyah nyah...
today suppose to b da most free day in the week....
but it has became the most tiring day for this week...
after class 11am went makan lunch at orange...
after lunch went pyramid watch movie...
american gangster...
the show actually not bad...buthen too much talking...
plus my eyes feeling so heavy...n sumor air-cond!!!
reli perfect moment to sleep u know~~~
trying very hard to keep my eyes wide open finally manage to finish the movie..
buthen ah..the movie start at 2.30pm u know..
we went there 2hours earlier...
duno do wat la...ding dong bored...
finally help ws type her notes for the tuition classes she teaching one...
then ended up both me n wk fighting to type...
hahahaha....ws so glad that we actually did it for her...
sumor enjoy doing it...aish...forgot to ask her treat me starbucks...
after movie suppose to go airport...
wanna runaway la...hahahaha....
buthen too bad air-tix also haven buy...
plus me so tired ad...so decided not to runaway now...
jz for NOW...i'll fly away in the time to come....
then ailing fetching us back that time...
keep on mentioning wanna go swim....
tempting la wei....
so i did went swimming...
indeed i jz came back...wahhahaa....
10laps...not bad la...
for like one hour??it's tiring...
5laps breast stroke(frog style)..
5 laps free style...
as usual wat we wrote in essay last time...
though tiring but still enjoy the moment very much...
:)
so till now i haven reli had a proper rest...
i cant sleep now...hair still wet...
n i'm hungreeeeeee....
where's ET???waiting for them actually..
that's y i blog a while...
later come back still nit to finish up audit Q...
n also F5 Q for tml's class in the noon...
i hate HW...
for my entertainment in audit class..
me searching for the 7 dragon pearls
(mutiara naga from Dragon Ballz)
can see ah??there's 7 there...
oh somehow i found my name alphabet somewhere also...
this shows how bored i am la~~~
laterz...
yinyin
20:18
yada yada....suppose to b sleeping now..buthen too obsessed with this song ad...
avril lavigne : why
Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see it through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
nice right???one of my fav song as well...
oyasumi then...enjoy~~~
yinyin
00:24
hilo hilo...
so long i didnt sleep till 11am ad...
but wat i dreamt about is me running...
i duno..it's a weird dream...
me keep on running n running feels so good...
hahaha...
ntg much bout today until when mama n papa came back from work..
today work half day ma...
so eat lunch together...
n then went to see koko's new hse..
now fixing all those fittings la..
lights fans air-cond alarm bla bla bla...
i see him everytime also talk about renovation..
kepala pening betul..
buthen it's quite sweet u know...
when planning all these with the one u gonna b with...
aihzz...still waiting for that day though...
nyah nyah nyah....
came back that time...
yum yum...
mama say wanna cook the glutinous rice ball again...
YESH...AGAIN...
it's boiling...it's boiling!!!!
u know wat does it means??
meaning it's cooked...
when da biji biji start to float...
yea..me n mama finish da whole thing...
(this time round is mama cut the pandan leaf)
(coz last time i cut ad...so it's her turn now)
(i duno whether she got curi curi n run run or not)
then after makan ad mama called for a mission...
rupa rupanyer got udang besar behind the stone...
help her paint the wall outside... x.x
seee....mama also will use this tactic...
not bad hoh...my cute mama..wat to do...
learn all these from us(my siblings)..
painting it white..
that's my mama...
we didnt use roller u see...so it takes more time...
my papa bcome da supervisor...
point point then say "here here..cat here abit..."
then ah..he said sumthing reli lebih...
he said "now paint white ad like WHITE HOUSE"
tak boleh tahan man...me n mom susah susah he said that...
then both of us burst out laughing so hard...
it's his nap time...so he abit out of mind..
ooo...sound jz like me...
hahahhaaha....
oh...got one more thing my papa did...
he try to giv ichigo drink his stout...
my goodness.....
sumor my mama say "ichigo still wanna drink meh??"
woah...meaning there's first time b4 today ad...
my papa reli sot sot one...
but he didnt purposely pour for ichigo la..
he left abit from the can...
then try to let ichigo drink la...
i duno if he reli drinks it or not...
buthen feed a dog with stout...i duno wat is it called...
hahaha...
then after i painted the wall..
me nit to wash carS...
first i wash my mama car first...
ooo...the first time wash new car....
then ah..i wash my papa car i was like half dead ad...
mayb bcoz of da size difference...
suddenly feel like papa's car is van or sumthing...
cuci tak habis habis...
n i was like so blur...drink cold water..
it tasted so goood....
then i giv ichigo one ice...
my turn to b a lil bit not right...
u see ah...dog never tried ice b4 u know...
so look at him licking n biting n chasing the ice is so cute...
n this i can tell is not insane...
i jz wanna let ichigo b human for a while la...
cannot meh??my mama also let him eat cheese cake ok...
last but not least
i found the numbers of the tin abit funny...
mama bought this from giant...
16 cans...hhhmmm...
i never see this b4...
i know i'm acting like jz came out from jungle...
n then this one is 27 cans...
they put 3 x 9...
u imagine how long the box is la...
then it stated there "honour your guests by serving the best"
so i guess i shud start serving this one...
oh..it's guinness stout btw...
that's all for now...
till then....
tata :)
yinyin
22:27
ooo...
when me was about to take my nap this noon..
my ting called me..
hehehe...ET wanna come see me...
huahaha...ur awal muharam hols too boring le...
so they came n we chit chatted...
n then so ngam today is thursday...
i actually forgot bout it ad also...
so i b the tour guide for one hour or so to pasar malam...
bought alot of stuff to eat...
yum yum....
the yummy-ness....
my papa wanna buy da curry puff...
he walk pass that spot for few times ad...
[the spot where that guy shouting "xxxxx,karipap"]
{i cannot understand wat he's shouting except for the 'karipap' word}
but today not his lucky day la...
he said didnt saw the guy selling...
me today the lucky one..
walk pass once then saw ad...
hahaha...
then i recommend ET to try...
even my papa also like ok...so it must b very nice...
so i share share with papa in the end...
one cup air mata kucing..
one taiwan sausage..
n half karipap...
2bananas...
i think i ate bananas b4 go pasar malam...
no wonder so full when i ate da karipap...
"ET..nice or not the karipap??"
"u guys like the food??"
hahaha...
ntg much...here too boring ntg to do...
sumor jz now i slept awhile..
then mosquito bite my eye!!!
only the left eye la...
when i woke up i was like "y my eye feel so heavy one"
then go take bath look into da mirror..
aiya~~~mosquito kiss kiss...
then my neck also got one...
nyah nyah nyah...
mosquito kiss kiss la...
ok la...cherio...
kiss kiss...
from me...not mosquito...
yinyin
22:49
yada yada...
happy awal muharam....
hahaha..i dont know wat is awal muharam actually..
i jz know that it's public holiday..no class...sleep late late...
till my forehead bang the wall..
hahaha...i tell u it's reli funny...
duno how it happened..but yea i did bang...
u get wat i mean now???hugging the bolster n turn left..
u'll meet the wall...
n my mom so bad..i told her that i bang my forehead on the wall...
the first thing she asked "my wall got lubang ah?"
swt-ness...such a cute mom right???
my cute dad le..i duno y he likes to buy banana...
he said good for digestion...
n my hse without fail sure got the fruit there...
besides orange n apple...
n i actually love to eat banana...
but da carbs is so high that makes me think twice...
oh...this is pic i grab from google..
my dad buy "sebuku" one...quite alot actually for 3ppl in the hse...
n most of it my mama eat one...
today my achievement is that i climbed this ladder...
to that small door there...
dont worry..it's not secret passage..hahaha...
up there jz tangki la...
my papa go up there do some cleaning...
then ask me to take one plastic bag for him....
definitely i cannot throw the plastic right??
so with shaky ladder i go up there...
not my legs shake...
honestly,reli not i scared...i'm not scared of height la...
it's the LADDER!!!!
oh no...there's two strangers in my hse...
aiks...no worry la..
they not stealing the air-cond..
they fixing the air-cond there...
i still owe u guys da strawberry post right??
i think u shud go read elaine's blog...
she got the whole complete story...
hahahaa...there there...
my link there got her name...
nyah nyah nyah...
thanks elainey~~~
the happy-ness of the strawyberry...
proudly to be eaten...
hhhmmm....
finally the clouds r cleared by now...
no more lightning n rain pouring like kucing n anjing...
[hahaha..sounds funny with the -ING]
n i pray hard that the plant is growing...
i dowan to jz wish for it...
but i wanna have it someday...
yupe...surely definitely someday...
yinyin
12:27
Life always has its ups n downs
Sometimes it just makes you drown
As not able to control
The width n the height overall
In this life, what matters the most?
Before the bread get toast
Is it power and money?
Or is it love and humanity?
When you accepted the fact
There’s nothing much to fret
Stand up and stand still
Start walking and not tilt
It’s true when people say life is not fair
But we don’t just hide in the lair
Start to think out of the box
Before get eaten by the fox
No one likes to be a spare
Nothing can be done but to stare
Except for those who dare
To step out from the square
Rains reflect sadness
Sunshine reflects happiness
It takes both to create rainbow
So my friend don’t indulge in sorrow
Always did stuff that I shouldn’t
Stopping myself is something I couldn’t
All of these happen in a sudden
I’m not able to bring myself to a conclusion!
Author: yinyin
Editor: yinyin
i cannot sleep lar!!!!
so another poem comes alive...
by now i'm yawning..it's time for me to sleep...
oyasumi...
yinyin
01:59
heloo there....
it's been a dreadful morning...
woke up at normal time 7am...for class at 8am...
the weather was so cold...n my bed is calling my name...
but still nit to get my lazy arse out of bed...
then take a cold water shower...syiok man...
the water is so cold that i was actually shivering in there...
u know??when ur mouth goes gagagaggagaagaaag...
yea....it's reli that cold..usually also me bath in cold water when me at hostel...
not that they dont hav hot water...EVERYONE is waiting for the hot water...
so wanna b macho abit always go for cold water...
then u know wat happen next...
went for class n listen to that singing of audit...
how wonderful is da melody...same tone all along....
forcing myself to concentrate...but failed to do so...
seems like my mind prefer to wander away..
than to giv it a chance for audit...
consequences???read audit tml la...oh no...today...
then lunch time...or pork time???hahahaa....
went kim gary makan makan...
of coz with ET n then new found fren..king kong...
wwwweeee.....till someone lips kinda like bengkak...
coz da dish super dooper spicy...
did king kong has a bengkak lips or it is bengkak-ing???
haha...
then was planning to go for bowling...
mana la tau "perkasa otak berfikir sama"
good lor...didnt bring socks...
looking everywhere for socks world...
tot there was one in pyramid...but no there wasnt any...
n ting was like trying to find socks at under shop??
hehehee...
so ended up not going to bowl any ball...
after that go for class at 3pm again...
break in between reli ding dong...
4hrs sumor...everyweek like this also duno wat to do ad...
after class went erm...my darling place to makan dinner...
mom cooked home cook meal la...
so the delicious u know...so long didnt eat home meal..
buthen compare hostel n home cook meal??
i'll still choose hostel..coz travelling up n down reli killing me slowly...
"killing me softly with his song~~~~~"
night night...wanna sleep ad...
there's still strawberry story comin up...
but no pic with me now...
wait ba...adios... :)
yinyin
00:45
yoda~~~
me got my new mp3!!!!
weeeeeee.....
so happy that i finally get myself one...
trying to post the picture here..
buthen it's like da connection slower than kura kura...
so no choice la...cannot show...
nyeh nyeh nyeh...
main reason me buying coz wanna listen to music la..
bro advised me to buy a phone la..then can listen songs from there....
wat to do??papa dowan change one..
he said he's not changing one wat for i need to change one??
hahaha...swt right???
so decided to buy mp3...
not cheap u know...that's da best bargain we get at digital mall...
so me loaded it with songs...
my songs of coz...hahahaha....
so i can listen even when me sleeping...
occupied myself so that there's no room for me to think sumthing else...
n sumthing scary is happening...
i dont remember stuff lately...
though it is happening ard me...when my frens remind me of that..i CANNOT remember...
as in that thing never happen b4...
can u imagine that???
or if from the other perspective,then it's me myself...
lost my focus easily...
cannot continue like this ler...
if not sure die...
classes started ad...
still ok so far...
jz that guy lecturer this sem...
aihzzz...meaning cannot stare anymore...
sadness right???
wanna sleep ad la...
tml got early morning class...
oyasumi...
yinyin
00:14
ohayo gazaimasu...
yest i dont reli had a good sleep...
mayb bcoz of da coffeeeeee...
buthen not possible..
da night b4 also i drank coffee but still can sleep like pig..
my head jz full of stuff...
it's like u cant stop it from thinking u know...
there's no swith to turn it off...
so the last time i see the time is 5.35am...
after that i cannot remember...
turn turn turn till i slept off...
so b4 that..when i got reli fed up b4 5.35am...
i sit there in the dark..
n then start thinking of words...
so another poem is here...
sorry to load u guys with poem...
buthen that's how, or at least the way for me to release my emo part...
u'll feel much better after that...
as in all nailed into words..
n part was lifted from ur shoulders..
In the dark, I’m thinking,
What am I actually dreaming?
Can dream comes true,
If not, can I pull it through?
Coffee is not what I prefer,
But it’s better than to suffer,
Uncertainties make things tougher,
Impossibilities make things greater.
Anxiety makes u grasping for air,
Just like counting your hair,
Lost in the numbers,
Lost in the tears.
Adult said, don’t play with matches,
Or else fire is what it catches,
You can’t die fire with a drop of water,
But can it dies with a sprinkler?
It’s hard to take it all alone,
It’s sadder when it’s all gone,
For when your heart is numb,
Can’t feel the pain even you bite your thumb.
For only God knows His own plan,
So just go along with the clan,
If we were meant to be,
Whatever it is, let it be.
Still some said in contradictory,
That you need to create your own opportunity,
Though it is your fate,
You still need to use your head.
Author: yinyin
Editor: yinyin
yinyin
10:54
Gazing under the moonlight
Much better if you hold me tight
All I want is for you to hear
How I wish you were here
When likeness change to love
It is just like a flying dove
Looking for a nest
Searching for a place to rest
My friend once asked
What is love’s ethics?
Another friend answered
It is like pull n release techniques
Love is like a magnet
But it works without gadget
Suppose love is a beauty
Of jealousy it became ugly
Also love is patient
But without anticipation
It will not last long
Nor will it prolong
I shall wait no more
As I cant change the core
Of the truth that lie beneath
That I dare not breathe
Still, part of me retain
Feelings that cant be changed
Why is it so tough to forget?
The facts that I fell and actually regret
author : yinyin
editor : yinyin
yinyin
20:14
heee-hooo heeee-hoooo
well..wan to hear good news first or bad news first???
i'll go on with the good news first..
i got new roommate ad!!!hehehe...her name is jie ying..
younger than me 2yrs...jz after spm...
my goodness...she is reli hardworking...
now me typing this post,she's actually studying T5!!!!
class even haven started for her u know...
n she's ad studying...
man...feel the pressure ler... ><
n reli can differentiate between lazy dumb dumb like me...
n her..super hardworking..but duno smart or not..oopss...
then here it is...
my Jco from Elaine n Ting...
ok...that means ET...
only me n them know the story...wuahaha...
one is chococavier n da other one cannot remember the name...
ask elaine...she knows each name of every variety...
as u can see..both also strawberry one...
it was mmmmm...delicioooouusss.....
compare to my bread behind there la...hehehee...
not purposely to take da bread one...
not paying much attn to da bread...but still ter-take...
yest was my last day hols...so i watched 12episodes of japan anime...
ginban kaleidoscope...
it's bout skating competition n a guy whose spirit is inside the gal...
it's kinda weird but still quite entertaining lor...
so that's all bout the good news...
here comes da bad news...
class started today...
n it was like booooooring...
reli...every 10mins i yawned..
aih...cannot tahan...though did hav a good night sleep yest...
sumor reli had a sweet dream...
nyeh nyeh nyeh...but it is jz a dream...
another thing is that i cannot stand someone who is acting so CHEAP...
i'm not suppose to say anything here...
coz it's not good to say ppl lar...
buthen i reli cannot tahan ad....
aaaahhhh....reli feel like killing...erm..that person...
gosh...never met this kind of ppl b4...
first time in my life....
eeeeeee.....
think bout it also make my mood turn bad...
gtg ad...wanna go eat dinner with ET...
cis!!!!bye..
***updated
came back together-ness with ET
thanks for the time dudes...
n erm..u know the thing...
thanks alot...
mwah mwah.......
if u reading this giv me back a kiss...
heheheehehe....
chaoz...
yinyin
10:25
phew
1st day of 2008 begins with few GOOD signS
firstly...woke up by my mom early in the morning
though it's ad 9 plus..but for me IT IS early
and u know wat my mom showed me when me still in my blur vision???
her new pants
which she bought from morning market when me still asleep
gosh
can u imagine wat it felt like???
worse than kena bombarded
she was so happy trying it on
after me took my bath
went out makan dim sum
with mom,pop,bro n kelly
secondly...got my muscle cramp wei
yest was like 2am???when me going to sleep
"aunty visit"
stoopid betul
that's reli my big ang pau for this year
u reli cannot imagine how hangus i am
usually i dont get cramp cramp thing one
duno wat happen to me
i used to get that now :(
n the feeling of cramping i tell u is definitely no good
thirdly...went to tesco today to buy stuff
n then da biscuit i bought cost me rm11.29
n today i saw da same thing which only cost rm10.30
i waited for so long for da offer to come
when i finally tot that the price wont drop
it does!!!
i know it's only rm1.00
buthen still i prefer to save
fourthly...after tesco went jusco
coz it is jz nearby
then dad suggested that he wanna go
then mom said first hour parking free
so there~~my dad say go for one hour
i tot he was joking
nope he's not
then mom wanted to buy da peanut butter spread
only one stuff from jusco supermarket
buthen i queue for like 20-25mins??
coz i went to da fast lane(for ppl who is buying 8items n below)
there got two lane
i go to the first one,suddenly the cashier hilang for quite long
so i change to da second lane,da resit paper jammed!!!!
aaaahhh.....
so waited for that gal to fix it(she's new u see)
she haven even fixed that stoopid roll of paper,the first lane's cashier back
buthen i cannot change back to the first coz the queue quite long ad
so i'm stuck there
u guess la how i feel that time
fifth...me back in hostel ad
i nit to climb 4 floors up with my thingS
my room is so dirty
then i nit to sweep n mop(floor of coz)[whole room la]
wipe there n here(my area only of coz)
unpack my stuff
n got myself sweat like pig
went for mandi
sixth...family matter comes
it's not so good to talk bout it here
it's adult prob anyway
but somehow i feel so troubled
n eventually i broke down
yea
i know
jz break my new yr resolution
of "no more shedding tears"
everything happen in a day
u tell me la
how to take it all one shot???
sumor pms cannot blame lor
anyhow out of the blue blue mood
there is still something worth smiling for
the glutinuous rice ball soup
bought the ready made one
with "inti" inside
got peanut,bijan hitam n my fav red bean paste
yum yum
now u see
now u dont
(my mom force me go cut the pandan leaf from neighbour)
(n i went without asking permission from my neighbour)
(coz i feel so paiseh wanna knock knock then ask)
(so i quickly cut cut then run run)
so that's all bout 1st of 2008 of mine
abit ridiculous
on how all these things happen at the same time
remind myself it was jz a bad hair day
hopefully things will turn out better somehow
yinyin
00:28
Gazing under the moonlight
