ohayo gazaimasu...

yest i dont reli had a good sleep...

mayb bcoz of da coffeeeeee...

buthen not possible..

da night b4 also i drank coffee but still can sleep like pig..

my head jz full of stuff...

it's like u cant stop it from thinking u know...

there's no swith to turn it off...

so the last time i see the time is 5.35am...

after that i cannot remember...

turn turn turn till i slept off...

so b4 that..when i got reli fed up b4 5.35am...

i sit there in the dark..

n then start thinking of words...

so another poem is here...

sorry to load u guys with poem...

buthen that's how, or at least the way for me to release my emo part...

u'll feel much better after that...

as in all nailed into words..

n part was lifted from ur shoulders..

In the dark, I’m thinking,
What am I actually dreaming?
Can dream comes true,
If not, can I pull it through?

Coffee is not what I prefer,
But it’s better than to suffer,
Uncertainties make things tougher,
Impossibilities make things greater.

Anxiety makes u grasping for air,
Just like counting your hair,
Lost in the numbers,
Lost in the tears.

Adult said, don’t play with matches,
Or else fire is what it catches,
You can’t die fire with a drop of water,
But can it dies with a sprinkler?

It’s hard to take it all alone,
It’s sadder when it’s all gone,
For when your heart is numb,
Can’t feel the pain even you bite your thumb.

For only God knows His own plan,
So just go along with the clan,
If we were meant to be,
Whatever it is, let it be.

Still some said in contradictory,
That you need to create your own opportunity,
Though it is your fate,
You still need to use your head.

Author: yinyin

Editor: yinyin