u know these days...i've been blog hopping...

reading what others are going through their life..

moments that capture the very happiness and blessings...

moments people would give thanks to whichever-God that exist...

some would flow their angers into words..harsh words...

some would flow their discontented heart into words...

as i'm writing these...

i do not know what am i thinking nor feeling...

i dont feel anger nor happy...

i dont feel thankful nor discontented heart...

i just dont hav emotion right now...

whatever things ppl said to me..

i would just nod n accept...

words n everyword that makes sense...

yet, i cant just blend them into my life...

it's like "i shud, but i cant"

i'm afraid of wat my future would bring...

will i ever b able to find back wat is lost??

will i ever hav the courage to fall in love once again??

will i ever succeed and never regretted the choice i've made today??

will i ever stop looking back n only keep marching forward??

will i ever...

will i ever...

the list goes on...

people said, "after every storm, there will be calm"

is that true??

people said, "what goes up, for sure will come down"

wat about "what comes down, will go up"??

everyone has something in common...

chasing the one and only same thing...

that is L.O.V.E.

love is the greatest act of all...

both ways : to build and also destroy oneself...